why does it always be a mixture?!

Maybe some of always ask this question.. Why?!

Why does it always be a mixture of emotion every time..? When we're in love, we feel happy but afraid... Happy that finally someone is always there for us but afraid that it will not last that long. When we graduated from college we felt fulfilled but uncertain. Fulfilled because finally we've finished studying but uncertain because we don't know what is there for us in the open.

Maybe that is the irony of life. It's always be a mixture to make us think of things and make the best of everything. We feel happy in a way but afraid in many ways. Maybe it's a way to make an effort in our relationship to keep it happy. Thinking of that happiness won't last long will eventually make us do the best of each moment.

So the next time you feel the mixture, make the best of the better feeling because there's nothing you can do about it. We might not notice but maybe there is always a rainbow during the rain.